okay day at school
i decided to write everything here before i start work cause i dont want to be affected by what happens at school
okay the main idea is
weishan denies she said anything.
hard to believe but yeah
things are still awkward between me and alden because what i said about him looking like a frog donkey years ago was raked up
what the fuck
weishan had a fucking big part to play in it but whatever lah
it's no point trying to reason with her
cause she's like a fucking kid
what ever that has been said will automatically come out of her mouth

i dont even know if she would bitch about me to the choir clique
fuck that


i'll see tomorrow
went out with jace and benjamin and sheena today
still kinda fucking awkward between benjamin and i .
i dont know what the hell is going to happen
i dont know what the hell he thinks

i actually care cause he's a nice guy and i dont want one mistake that i made make him have negative opinions of me
it wont be fair
i cant expect things to go back to the way it was like last time

a wound never heals
aiyah fuck that la
anyway no one i know is ever going to see this anyway


so who gives a fuck what i say here right?
i decided to write everything i feel here
and only tell sheena these stuff cause she's the most trust worthy person i know.
i dont think i can trust whatever that any one else says
last year in secondary school
so no one will care what happens once i go jc right

the only thing now is how to get into a JC
i know that whatever that im facing now will most probably be forgotten by the time i reach there so i have to hope that nothing else happens
i bitch on my blog but i wont go arnd bitching about other in front of other cause it's like-.-
everyone betrays everyone nowadays
the world sucks

but we still have to live with it