i cant believe it
this is the second post of the day and i have currently more to complain about
i cant believe my relatives
my aunt can remember what the other do eat and wont eat and she doesnt remember mine. i  left the last abalone for my parents are what did they do? they have it to the youngest one. then my uncle says that the younger one is dainty and lady like unlike the other two. then he quickly turns and tell the older one that it's okay for her to be unlady like cause a lawyer doesnt need to be like that. she can be ruthless and whatever shit. and my mom didnt bother to stand up for me. just like how she didnt stand up for me years ago when my uncle called me the ugliest out of the three. what the fuck is this? the middle child curse? people expect something form the first and adore the younger one. does it ever cross their mind that there is a middle one that is minutely sandwiched in between the two fabulous and gorgeous angels? even my granny said i should go for plastic cause my nose bridge is low and my eyes are small. she asked me why my eyes appeared so big at dinner and so small when i went over to her house 3 days ago. I WAS FUCKING THE ONLY ONE THAT WENT OVER TO TALK AND KEEP HER COMPANY.



i try okay. i really go all out to try and be a filial asian kid but whatever i do is just never enough for them. no matter how i try to lose weight, how i try to doll myself up... what ever i do is always worst than the other two. it's not that i have a serious inferiority complex, my family and relatives just make ot so apparent that i am really the worst out of the three. i didnt even get to call them at dinner. after the younger one greeted them they immediately started on dinner and didnt bother to wait for me to greet them, HELLO? IM LIKE FUCKING IN FRONT OF YOUR FUCKED UP FACES CAN YOU NOT FUCKING SEE ME?




WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE HUH? AM I NOT SIGNIFICANT ENOUGH FOR ALL YOU MIGHTY KINGS AND QUEENS TO RESISTER A LOWLY SUBJECT AS I IN YOUR FUCKING AWESOME MIND?




i fucking swear im going to get that 6 points at o level exams this year abd show all you fucking bitches that im fucking smart so just admit it already. i have heard like 4 negative comments about my intellectual smarts and my appearance. i am fucking sensitive to negative comments okay? i just hate them